I obsess over trivial things. Like checking my car door is locked a 100 times. I always think something will go wrong with me. I talked to a counseller some time ago, scheduled an appointment and then cancelled it, I believed in something and acted upon it and thought a counseller is not going to be helpful to me. I always keep on thinking things will fail on me..Is it because I do not have any control on things and such trivial things gives me a sense of control? I was never so freak earlier, I used to be very careless about things and even if things go wrong it hardly used to think about them. But now... I am a mess. or is it because I cannot remember the things anymore? I am so afraid of doing things as if I will fail doing them..


Male, early 30s. AS diagnosed Sep 2015. HLAB27+
Current medicines: Omeprazole, Vit D3, Celecoxib(1 tab)/Zorvolex(2 tabs)(alternatimg between these two every week), Pyridoxine, Isoniazid, MTX(3 tab) every wednesday, on humira every two weeks since Dec 2015, Weekly Humira since June 18th 2016
On cosentyx 300mg a month since Dec '16